Thursday, April 21, 2005

yeah sorry for not writing...josh broke up with me, long story sum weird break thing but he still likes me and i still like him and we still hang out and make out so idk wuts goin on, im just goin with the flow, meh w.e .i havent eaten n e thing since he broke up with me on monday night so thats wut a lil more then 2 days. klongets ive even intentionally goan without eating, i think. i almost passed out yesturday in skool cz i wuz also on sum pills cuz i hads to celebrate 420 yeah im a loser. i got hekka hot and sweaty and i cudnt breath nd everything keept changeing colors and spinning and my head hurt but not like a headache and i wuz like gasping for air and it wuz really quite so im sure everyone wuz like wtf is wrong with her and my teacher justr kept sking if i wuz allright but i cud cud do wuz nod my head i felt like i wuz gona throw up and pass out, but it passed, came back a few times but other then thta it feels great to not eat. yeah well i g2g ill try to comment pplz sites tonight. stay strong guys u can sooo do it, if ur trying to fats just remember the first few days r hard but dont give up cuz it wiull pay off so much!!! much ana <3